Wednesday, December 05, 2007

Another Lost Thing - Keep me from LOSING IT.

I'm teetering on the edge of my seat with anxiety such like I haven't felt in a long time. A bag I had which contained a notebook that has a big pile of notes for my latest project has gone missing and I'm going crazy (pardon the pun) with seething rage. I haven't really let it out yet - it's just making my whole body tingle and want to punch someone or break something but I'm sorta holding it together.

I had such a simple day yesterday. I got up and carried the bag with me and went to the Baking Co. Then I went to a friend's studio to discuss another project before heading home. I hung out at home for an hour, called the friend back, went to his house to pick up a check, went to the bank, cashed the check and then went home to wait around for someone. Then he arrived and I was ready to leave for Albuquerque and I couldn't find the bag. I figured I'd just leave because I thought I had those notes in another notebook, but no, they're in the notebook that's in the bag. I'm so pissed I could just SCREAM.

addendum: Okay - I found the bag. The bag was in the friend's studio. But the notebook I am looking for wasn;t in it. Grrrr...Fine, I give up. I drank some Yogi tea and felt much much better. I even just ate some food though I have dinner plans elsewhere. Life is's just so freakin' hard all the time...